Pastor John,
I was thinking this morning, as I listened to your reading from 1Samuel. You said something like “If Saul could have just been happy with David killing ten of thousands and him killing thousands, then David would have been his faithful servant all the through the years.”
I had to stop and think about that. I thought, “That is like someone falling out of love with his own testimony.” God had done both things; he allowed Saul to kill thousands and David ten thousands. It didn’t change what God had done in making Saul king. Through envy of David, Saul just fell out of love with what God had done for him. That’s what your testimony is: what God has done for you!
I want to stay in love with what Jesus has done for me AND others!!
Jammie