Pastor John,
I’m going to try and tell at what I was feeling tonight. It was so sweet and tender. It began with Lee Ann’s testimony of being thankful for the spirit and letting the blood flow. Once I got to the middle of the floor, my heart was just flooded with love from Jesus. When I think about the times that he has felt that sweet, in the past it has been times when I have been hurting.
Tonight, it was so unexpected like when a husband would bring you flowers unexpectedly. I wanted to blush. Like I was saying, “Really?! Me? Really me?!” And Jesus was saying, “yes, you.” After the meeting, Amy French said, “Jesus is wooing you to heaven, if that’s possible.” Yes, I believe that is possible.
It reminded me of a testimony I had from years ago. About 12 years ago there was a popular song that said, “I’ll love you for a thousand years…” Samantha was playing it and I went into the bathroom and cried because I wondered who would love me. Jesus spoke to me as I looked at myself in the mirror. He said, “Psh, what is a thousand years?! I’ll love you forever.” That is how it felt tonight. Just saturated in his love.
After the meeting, all I could do was laugh or cry or just cover my face. I kept saying, “He is so good. He is so so good.” It was so real and when Darren was singing, “and I will take your hand…” it was an invitation. A beautiful invitation. I want to be his bride. I’m still feeling overwhelmed by what I was feeling. A giddiness, meltiness, floodedness (I’m making up new words- ha!) in my heart that only Jesus can put there. He can fill up every chamber of your heart. 
Carrie
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