Pastor John,
I have come to Jesus several times to be totally delivered from some different spirits. One service I felt them hit me like I never felt before. My whole life changed. It puts out a demeanor that my family doesn’t like. I have asked Jesus to deliver me from these spirits that attached them selves to me. I do fight doubt that Jesus will not do it because maybe I went to far and he will not forgive me. I need help. I need to be delivered and have assurance that I am once for all free. Help me I need guidance that comes from Jesus. I am scared of not making it home.
Karl V.
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Hi Karl.
The spirits that are troubling you are very small and weak ones. If you could see them, you would laugh at yourself for having any fear of them at all. What you need is just a little bit of strength from Jesus, and such spirits would not trouble you at all. Jesus will help you, but please don’t expect some kind of mighty war from heaven against such worthless, puny spirits. Jesus does not do that, and neither will you when your eyes are opened. Pray for faith to understand what I am telling you. Those spirits are not worth your time.
Also, you need not worry about having “gone too far” and being beyond forgiveness. That depth of sin is reserved for people who have walked much closer to God than you ever have, but then sold themselves to do evil. Those foolish children of God are described in Hebrews 6:
[4] For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost,
[5] And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come,
[6] If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance….
Those verses do not describe you, Karl. You haven’t ever known that depth of life in the Spirit. Humble yourself to God, then, and receive what He is freely offering you, while He is offering it. He will give you peace if you come to Him with simple, child-like faith in His Son Jesus. And it will not be hard for Him to do it.
Pastor John