Hi Pastor John!
I wanted to share the feelings Jesus filled me with. All this week I have woken up so full of happiness. So full of love. Almost giddy, a feeling of bubbling over. I have battled depression since I can remember. I used to sit and wonder as a little girl how happy people felt inside. I bet they do not feel like this!!! They can’t; this is Jesus ! It just keeps coming, day after day. I love this.
I drove a few hours for work yesterday, just looking at the trees, the hills, and the sky. I kept thinking, “Wow, Jesus is coming back…and I have the holy ghost!” I was on my way to hell , and Jesus reached down and gently loved me and guided my steps towards him. I am so happy! I am just skipping along in my heart. I am just happy , and that is Jesus. I prayed before I came down to NC, asking Jesus to help graft me in to the body there. To remove any awkwardness. It felt so good to be with everyone. I did not feel awkward at all. The fact Jesus hears those little prayers just touches me so much. I feel like Jesus is doing something. I don’t know what it is, but I feel excited and happy.
Beth
Ps…..I am so happy!