Tonight

John,

Tonight felt wonderful.  When I was out in the middle I felt like things were “peeling off.”  Don’t know how to put it into words, but it had the feeling, “relax….enjoy…”  All I could do was feel very, very weak and give in.  I love that feeling.
 
I also appreciated Barbara’s testimony about idling too high.  That was something good that I needed to hear.  I think I am better than I used to be, but still need to keep that in check.
 
Thank you for all you taught us about our first love.  I want to keep soaking all of that in.  There is a good feeling there when we can “check ourselves” after you have taught us something.
 
Just feeling full and content and ready for bed…
 
Love,
Carrie

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That is wonderful, Carrie.  It was so good to see you be blessed and happy!  You blessed us all.  Thank you!

jdc