Hi Pastor John,
Thinking about today, I came to the meeting today with a bad migraine, feeling like Jesus was going to do something. I have been asking him for faith for healing. When I heard that verse about faith in that song today, I felt Jesus with me. My migraine lifted, and it has not come back. I have felt such a peace since the meeting – a still quiet peace inside. I feel like Jesus is healing something much deeper than migraines. I feel like Jesus is healing me to be able to trust him.
I learned at a very early age that I couldn’t trust my mom and dad or others I should have been able to trust. I only say that because I haven’t really known how to trust, even Jesus. Sounds silly, but I know I have been broken about being able to trust. When you prayed for me Friday night and my headache didn’t lift, I felt hurt that Jesus didn’t take it. I went back and listened to my testimony about being built block by block, and I talked to Jesus and said, “I am just going to trust you, Jesus.” I think that testimony went in even deeper this weekend. I don’t know if Jesus healed my migraines permanently, but I know I feel a peace inside that feels like something else was done. I know Jesus loves me, and that is a very big healing for me.
Beth