Pastor John,
Yesterday I was around the house by myself and turned the news on while I was folding clothes. Of course all the stuff came on about Afghanistan, and I was watching it. I had the thought to myself, “Somebody has got to stop this train wreck!” And as soon as I said that, the Spirit said. “Trump is not going to save you. I’m going to save you.” I felt like in my spirit, “Yes, I know that.” But the Spirit said it again, “Trump is not going to save you. I am.” The feeling of it was like Jesus was going to show me that HE was going to do something to save me. So, the day went on and everything was pretty much normal. I spoke with Rob and Donna on the phone about Joel and got them in touch with Noah’s soccer coach who is a doctor, and he called some stuff in for Joel. That’s just kind of what I do. Jesus lets me meet people for circumstances.
After that, I got the kids in bed and everything was fine. When I sat down, I got so sick! I couldn’t even hold my head up. I got so sick and went to bathroom and threw up everywhere. I felt so bad. Then the Spirit said “Where is Trump now?” And I said, “I know Jesus. I know Jesus.”
I got up and took a shower and came out and lay on the couch. I felt so bad. I kept saying, “Jesus help me. Jesus help me.” And I fell off to sleep. And Jesus came and sat down on the couch and started rubbing my hair and he started talking to me. I was asking him, “Why do I feel so bad?” And he said, “Because I am the one who is going to save you. It’s not because you did something bad; you’re just doing it wrong.” I always thought that doing something wrong was bad. But that’s not it. Then, I said, “But I meet all these people and I can talk to them.” And he said back to me, “But your soul was not created for this [meaning this world].”
I continued talking to Jesus. I told him, “I miss my friends. I miss Natalie. I miss her every day!” But he said, “That was my good pleasure. I was saving her and I’m saving you.” It was his good pleasure to save her. Wow Jesus. I knew these things, but when you hear it directly from him it changes things. And then he told me, “You only move and you only live at the pleasure of me.”
Later, I woke up and I went to check on Eden. I went in her room and she was not in her bed. I couldn’t find her. I went into panic mode. I found her in my room on my couch. I moved her and put her back in her bed. As I was doing this, Jesus spoke and said, “That’s how I feel when I come to find you and you are not in your place.”
I feel like Jesus showed me who I am and who I am not. And it’s good! He also told me, “Stay under the doorpost. You don’t want to know what is outside of that.”
The whole world looks difference today. The whole world is moving at his pleasure. We are not in a train wreck because Jesus is going to save us. This is not a train wreck.
And all through this experience, I could hear Amy B. in the background doing her part saying, “J. E. S. U. S!”
As I was lying in the bed this morning, I could hear Paul. I could hear him getting ready for work. His belt buckle makes a sound, like a ringing sound, when he puts his belt on. Jesus made that sound the sweetest sound to me and he said to me, “Isn’t that wonderful that he is stable? That he will get up and go to work and take care of his family? And that same belt is stable when your children need it. Appreciate that sound.” It was so good.
After I got up and thought about these things, I remembered that’s what the military says to the president: “I serve at the pleasure of the President.” Jesus was saying it’s all mine and all we have to do is serve at his pleasure.
I needed this! I didn’t know how bad I need it, but I did.
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Thank you, Jammie, for this wonderful testimony.
I have told you all before that the difference between a wise and foolish virgin is that the foolish virgin chooses God over the bad things of earth, while the wise virgin chooses God over both the good and the bad things of earth.
The spirits of this world lure God’s children into wrong things by luring them into doing good things, joining worthy causes, that are of the world and are not of the Spirit. As Jesus told you, you were not doing what was bad; what you were doing, you were doing wrong.”
There were some very good things Jesus could have said and done, but he would not do them without the approval of his Father. I remember that on one occasion, he said so: “I have many things to say and to judge concerning you, but He who sent me is true, and the things I’ve heard from Him, these I speak to the world.”
Good things without God stink in the nostrils of those who prefer God over them.
Pastor John