Hi Pastor John
I had a real sweet experience with Jesus and wanted to share. The past several weeks have been very very busy. There is a lot going on at work. We are hiring another physician and are in the process of purchasing the suite next door to expand the practice, and we are about to integrate a completely new EMR and practice management system. And on top of that, at home, I have been preparing to move. I have been going non-stop. For the past several days I have felt really heavy. I have tried to talk to the Lord and just didn’t seem to get where I needed to be.
Yesterday it all just seem almost unbearable. I felt like if I could have just gotten off to my self I could have just cried all day. I kept thinking I need rest oh Lord please help me I need rest. So when I got home last night I did nothing but keep my mind on Jesus. I didn’t bring work home. I didn’t pack one box. I just wanted my thoughts my mind and my heart on Jesus. I put on a dvd Aunt Betty had made for me and really enjoyed it. I started praying, and I felt to just lift my hands, and when I did, I felt like Jesus was just pouring water down all over me. I could not stop praising Him, nor did I want to. I could not stop speaking in tongues, and I could not put my hands down. As long as my hands were up I felt a rush of relief!
I don’t know how long this went on, but when it was over, I felt that sweet rest I had been longing for for weeks. I was so thankful for what Jesus had done for me. I went to bed and woke this morning feeling so refreshed! I remember when Donna came to visit me she told me, “Stay under Jesus’ wings, Michelle,” and that is what stays on my mind. I know I can find my help, my relief and my comfort when I stay under Jesus wings!
Jesus has been so sweet to me Pastor John- I just love Him so much!
Michelle