John,
I wanted to let you know what has been going on since last Wednesday, and what God has been teaching me.
After I went up for prayer last Wednesday night, my legs felt so good. I was amazed by the touch that I got. I would stand up, sit down, and feel nothing, no pain or blood rushing down my legs. I was so happy! Well, as days went on, the pain started coming back and that “rushing feeling” would come back every time I would change positions. I started to feel discouraged because I knew that God had touched my legs. Every time I would feel something, I would remind God of what He had done on Wednesday night. I started to wonder what God wanted me to learn. As the week has gone on though, slowly, I think that I was getting a sour attitude. Last night, I was going up the stairs and I said something like, “My stinky ol’ legs” because I was feeling discouraged. After I said it though I thought, “Oh, I probably shouldn’t have said that.” I went to bed doing an “attitude check.” In the night I got up to check on David, and I heard the Spirit say, “At least you have two legs.” This morning, I felt very thankful. I’m not on bed rest, I can zip around here and there, and I can take care of my family. This is not a life long problem; some people have life long afflictions. I will be happy and thankful and let the Lord take it from there, whatever He wants for me. I’m not going to keep wondering, what is He going to do…? Heal me or not heal my leg? In the mean time, I’ll just praise Him and be thankful for what He has done. That kind of attitude feels much better!
Carrie
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Thanks, Carrie. We are very blessed, and we want to remember how blessed we are even when we face with some problems. I am glad you heard from Jesus. Stick with that, no matter what!
jdc