Pastor John,

I thank God for the meeting I had today, because the Spirit was moving, and the door opened up for me to share the truth. Yesterday I read a booklet A— had given me, it’s about “God’s Work”, and the author is called Watchman Nee.  It’s about how God is building the body of Christ, and is filled with wonderful thoughts and wisdom, you can feel while reading it, that the author had a lot of weighty experiences with Jesus throughout his life, but something was really missing from the writing, although I wasn’t surprised by it.  It didn’t clarify who exactly belongs to the body of Christ, and how do we know it. 

I thought I could bring up this subject in the meeting, but I didn’t feel the Spirit’s permission to do so, so I waited. Finally, we ended up reading from another booklet, in a way that everyone read a paragraph, and we kept going like that in a circle until we reached the end of the chapter.  Well, what we were reading was also about the body of Christ, in fact, there was a section with the title: How does one get into the body?  But there was no definite answer, as far as I can recall. 

A— encouraged all of us to inject any questions or disagreements we might have, so when there was a longer pause, and no one was saying anything, it felt the right moment to pose the question to the group: How do you think one gets into the body?  A— and F—– both said some things, and when they were done, A—- encouraged me to share my answer with them.  So, I pointed to 1Cor 12:13, showing that the Bible does give us a definite answer; that it happens through baptism, and it’s not a baptism with water, but with Spirit.

I told them that it is this experience by which we are born again, and that I believe it is always accompanied by speaking in tongues or stammering lips.  At first, everyone seemed to be okay with what I said, but towards the end of the meeting S—- said that she has a problem with my stance on speaking in tongues, because not everyone receives the same gifts.

I thank God that He gave me the wisdom to answer all the questions and disagreements, and was able to do so with meekness. The meeting seemed to come to a conclusion, but I felt the Spirit telling me to bring up 1John 3:24-4:3. This was the moment when I really started feeling the Spirit touching people, in fact, there was a lady (her name was B—-), who I realized buried her face in her hands, saying she’s tired, and then she started saying things like: “Well, if we have the assurance that we are ‘saved’, that’s good enough, right?” (At the beginning of the meeting I thought she surely has the Spirit, but by the end I wasn’t so sure at all.) 

A—- also seemed to become uncomfortable, and I know it was because she was feeling I was speaking the truth.  Especially when I brought up that because of our deceitful and desperately wicked heart, our confession of faith is not sufficient, there needs to be a witness from the One who really knows what’s in us.

I know that in the realm of the spirit something very significant happened tonight, and it was, again, something way beyond me. It creates an even greater awe and fear of God inside me.

I don’t know where God is taking us, where He’s taking me, but I know I just need to draw closer to Him, and obey Him, whatever He’s telling me. On February 9 there will be another home prayer meeting, and I am invited to that, too. 

Please keep praying for us here in Dunaújváros.  May Jesus do his wonderful work in each one of us, may we be humble and obedient to his spirit.

Zoli

We are seeing & experiencing miracles worthy to write in a new bible.

I feel fortunate beyond what words can express, to be a sheep under you, John Clark, our phenomenal Shepherd.

I don’t think there’s anyone else on earth with more grace, graciousness, integrity, authority, and a caring heart.

I said to my darling wife tonight, “Where would you rather be”?

This was the most rewarding of any event you could choose for something to do on a Saturday night.  Damien said, “this is the real Saturday Night Live; Alive!”

Amen. 

In conversation with sister Willie on our drive back to her house, we recognized the indisputable and mysterious fact that we have all been chosen by God to be together in this body under you, brother John, and the more we can appreciate that, the better.

We’ve all been healed tonight. I feel different. Allison feels different. I could see the enormous change in Paul’s countenance, and on Jamie’s face as well. They are different people now, and we have all been touched by this blessing in a glorious way.

Thank you for your connection with God, for our benefit.

Praise God forever!!!

Brad

Pastor John,

Isaiah 53: 

4. He has taken our sicknesses and borne our sufferings, yet we considered him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted.

I have been thinking about this verse since we read it in the meeting. Thinking about Jesus wearing our sickness, and sufferings on him, and the nature of man, seeing that sickness and suffering as his affliction, whew. 

I picture man seeing God’s Son in this flesh, thin and beaten and nailed to a tree and man saying, “eww!” when all along it is man’s sin and shame, and God’s love that he was showing us. 

I am in the kitchen now, cooking Jerry some pork chops, thinking it’s no different today.  If Jesus is so good as to show us something in ourselves, will we say “eww” to Jesus, or the body, or our pastor, or will we humble down and thank God for him for showing us?  And by “we” I mean me! 

If Jesus got back on that tree wearing our issue, what would we say? 

Just thinking out loud with you! 

Beth

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Wonderful thought, Beth!  And a good question for us all to ask ourselves.

Pastor John

Pastor John,

A few years ago after I returned from my trip to Australia in 2017, I had a simple dream with both of my parents in it.  It reminds me in some ways of Brother Keith’s vision that he shared with us recently. It came to mind while I was talking with Kay early this morning.  It seems good to pass it on.

In the dream, there was a long line of people who were shuffling silently, uphill it seemed, along a sidewalk.  The path passed along the side of a featureless building.  At the head of the line of people was a door in the building. The people turned right and went through the door.  I noticed my father (he died in 1987) going through the door.  Looking back down the line a ways, I saw my mother (now 94) shuffling along with everyone else.

When I awoke, I knew that I was looking at people’s lives passing.  The door is the end.  As I thought about it this morning, it really hit me that everyone is going through that door.  I was in that line of people.  We all were.  Life is serious business.  We need God’s help. 

Damien

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Amen, Damien.  And if we think on that, we are wise (cf. Eccl. 7:2-4).  Moses prayed that God would teach him to soberly think on that reality so that he might apply his heart to wisdom (Ps. 90:12).

Hi Pastor John,

I wanted to write about my testimony that I gave in the meeting today. I know I left so much out, and I think it’s a good testimony that might help others who don’t live here, but want to.

When I first learned the truth was the truth in late September 2005, I loved it! I knew I wanted to live here because this was everything I had been searching for in Christianity, but never found. I immediately left Christianity and followed you. I received the CD’s and followed on whatever I heard from what was going on here. After a couple of years of receiving the CD’s I started visiting back and forth from Australia each year or two. Then, knowing I wanted to live here, I started cold – calling hospitals here in NC, making applications to jobs and making nurse profiles on hospital websites to try and see if a hospital would sponsor me as a nurse for a Green Card. I would make applications and get no reply, then wait a few more months and try again. I knocked on many doors, and got zero response. I don’t even think anyone ever replied to my emails.

At the same time as this I also put my name down in the Diversity Visa Lottery. The lottery does not automatically award you a Greencard; only the right to apply. So, if you win in the lottery you still have to go through the lengthy application process. I applied for the Green Card via a secondary company which turned out to be unnecessary because you can make the application for free once every year. But I didn’t know that, so I paid the company a one-time $400 fee to enter my name in the lottery each year for 4 years. The company placed a LOT of emphasis on making your application for 4 years, so I did. Then I all but forgot about it, and placed my effort in applying to hospitals for Green card sponsorship.

In the meantime, I kept up my normal life. But after a few years, and seeing there was no response from the hospitals, and thinking the 4-year Diversity Visa lottery time period was up, I finally concluded within myself that maybe moving to the US was just not going to be for me. I began to feel at peace with that, and finally I just let go of the idea of moving to the USA. I accepted that it would be perfectly okay for me to stay in Australia, just live right and continue to receive the CD’s, watch livestream when I could (internet connection was always an issue for me), visit when I could, and continue to follow you; my pastor. I fully felt myself let go.

(I want to say at this point I NEVER felt it was essential to my future salvation to LIVE in NC. Never at any point did I think that – I just WANTED to live here.)

When I let go of the idea of moving to the USA, I decided that I didn’t want to live in Sydney where I was almost completely alone. Instead, I wanted to move up to Tamworth in the country to be nearer to my Mum and Dad. Tamworth is 5 hours north of Sydney out in the country, so I didn’t see them a whole lot. I figured at least I could be near them.

So, I got a nursing job at the hospital at Tamworth, and packed up my Sydney apartment and moved everything to Tamworth. After I unloaded my belongings at Tamworth I returned to Sydney to clean up my apartment to have it ready for renters. Well, you wouldn’t believe it, but the very next day after I returned to Sydney to clean up the apartment, I received a phone call from the Green Card Lottery company telling me I had won a place in the Green Card Lottery!! I was astonished to say the least! At first, I thought they were scamming me and I cried and begged the lady on the phone, “please don’t tease me”. She assured me it was real, and she had me go on the website and confirm the details. And as you know it was real! She also explained that the 4 year time period had elapsed, but they take a few ?weeks before they get to calling people to tell them you’ve won. Anyway, as we know from Brother Gary’s song; Jesus had that lottery fixed!

The lesson I learned is that sometimes you have to let go, before God will do something.

And I think maybe the reason I didn’t find out about the Greencard until after I had moved to Tamworth was because Jesus knew I wanted time with my parents before I would live here; in fact, I had prayed that if I ever did get to move to the USA I would want some time of being closer to them before I left. But he also knew I would not have moved to Tamworth if I knew I’d gotten the Greencard – I would have stayed in Sydney to wait out the Greencard application process. I’m very thankful Jesus did it this way, and I’m thankful I won the lottery, and that I got a Greencard, and now I am a US citizen! But more than this, I am glad I live here in NC with everyone here. There’s no where else on earth to be! And I am most thankful you are my pastor.

Love, Jenny

Hi Pastor John,

Just wanted to let you know that I really enjoyed the meeting on Wednesday.  Your message was so good about the simplicity of Christ and how to be rich in God! When men try to improve upon what God has already set up it causes so much confusion. I know a lot of it has to do with pride.  I guess men think they can out do God but they are sorely mistaken. 

My desire is to put all of my eggs in that one basket of Jesus.  That’s the greatest investment one can make because it’s an eternal one. I liked how you said that spending your riches make you more rich by testifying about Jesus.  That’s God’s economy not this world’s! There is no other satisfaction that I want more than to be content with Jesus.  If you’re satisfied and stay full of the Holy Ghost,  you don’t want to go anywhere else.  I liked the verse you shared in Proverbs 10:22 that talked about the blessing of the Lord makes one rich and adds no sorrow to it.  The Holy Ghost is the greatest gift that man can receive on this earth and it’s only by His mercy and grace.  That verse reminds me of 1Tim 6:6, “Godliness with contentment is great gain.” 

I enjoyed Gary’s song about if man calls you a fish, are you a fish? It’s a really fun song but it’s also serious.  Doesn’t matter what man says about anything.  What matters is what God says about the matter.  That song is very relatable because, as I said before, D—– was looking at websites about you.  They were slandering you and saying we’re a cult.  I don’t hear God saying that, so all that is is noise. It’s only a man’s opinion and not factual. Like in the Old Testament, it takes 2 or 3 witnesses for something to be established as factual.  All they are doing is bearing false witnesses, so it doesn’t count.  In the New Testament, the Spirit is the witness, and He’s not testifying it to be true. 

Amy set me up on Signal.  So, I’m good to go on that and should be a great communication tool with everyone. I appreciate you.

David