{"id":1141,"date":"2010-09-12T22:06:56","date_gmt":"2010-09-12T22:06:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/pjhmail.wordpress.com\/?p=1141"},"modified":"2010-09-12T22:06:56","modified_gmt":"2010-09-12T22:06:56","slug":"experience-thursday-friday","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/1141\/experience-thursday-friday\/","title":{"rendered":"Experience Thursday &amp; Friday"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color:#0000ff;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.goingtojesus.com\/text\/books\/solomonswisdom.pdf\"><span style=\"color:#0000ff;\">http:\/\/www.goingtojesus.com\/text\/books\/solomonswisdom.pdf<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p>Pastor John,<\/p>\n<p>As I was reading the 3rd chapter in <em>Solomon&#8217;s Wisdom<\/em> this morning (&#8220;The Diligent &amp; The Slothful&#8221;), I remembered an experience I had Friday morning.<\/p>\n<p>As I was driving into work, I saw a lady beside the road that looked worn and tattered. She had chopped-off, short hair, extremely thin, and she was sickly looking. I&#8217;m not sure I could explain how I felt; <strong>however, in my spirit I felt that my feelings were self-righteous<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>Immediately Jesus reminded me of how He rescued me several years ago. What he reminded me of was a dream He once sent me, showing me where my life would be if I didn&#8217;t trust him fully &amp; get my mind back on Him.<\/p>\n<p>In the dream, I lived in a run-down mobile home with broken windows and tattered curtains. It was so unkempt and dirty, with very little furniture. I remember so vividly saying in the dream, &#8220;I remember I used to have a beautiful house with big tall windows,&#8221; as I moved my hands in the shape of a window&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>As I looked back at this lady beside the road, I felt, for the first time, that I understood what is meant by the saying &#8220;the only difference is God.&#8221; The only difference between me and any another human being is what God has done; it is nothing &#8212; nothing &#8212; that I have done. God (with His people) brought me back to the land of the living, and I am so happy to be LIVING! Tears are welling up as I type this.<\/p>\n<p>Another sweet experience was this past Thursday after the Wednesday night meeting when the whole body here received correction.<\/p>\n<p>Before you taught us on how to just live and not live in fear of the &#8220;you need to get closer to God&#8221; mindset, I would beat myself up when I miss something or when I&#8217;d receive correction because making mistakes was always so negative to me. Growing up, in my home it was a big deal to make a mistake or not to know what someone else was thinking and so, be ready to pass him a tool or catch something from falling, etc.) Making mistakes made me feel like such a bad person. But now, (tears again) I&#8217;m realizing that I am growing and learning! I felt good Thursday because I wasn&#8217;t beating myself up after Wednesday night&#8217;s meeting. It was an education in the spirit on how to be more like Christ.<\/p>\n<p>Amanda<\/p>\n<p>===============<\/p>\n<p>Pastor John,<\/p>\n<p>This email from Amanda was very sweet and it was just as if we were writing it together \ud83d\ude42 I have had the same thoughts and feelings lately. In fact, just last night Steven and I were talking about our life and where we would be and how thankful we are and excited we are to live a good, clean life. One thing I said was that the only difference between me and anyone else is God! I didn&#8217;t do anything, and I can&#8217;t do anything or think anything good unless He lets me. Then I said that it makes me want even more to live a life obeying and trusting God and full of thanksgiving for what He has done for me&#8230;because it doesn&#8217;t and didn&#8217;t have to be that way. Why not live a life that is pleasing to God and that makes Him happy that He does what He does for you?<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, I&#8217;ve been loving everything that I&#8217;ve been hearing for the past week or more and it all keeps getting sweeter and sweeter as the days go by \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p>Leah<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>http:\/\/www.goingtojesus.com\/text\/books\/solomonswisdom.pdf Pastor John, As I was reading the 3rd chapter in Solomon&#8217;s Wisdom this morning (&#8220;The Diligent &amp; The Slothful&#8221;), I remembered an experience I had Friday morning. As I was driving into work, I saw a lady beside the road that looked worn and tattered. 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