Hi, Pastor John.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In my dream I was at a large meeting with a lot of people that I didn’t know, but I also had the feeling that there were people there that I did know. The Spirit of God was present and people were speaking in tongues, testifying, singing songs together, and such like. Suddenly, I felt the Spirit move upon me unlike that I had ever experienced before. I can’t explain it, but it was more than what I was hearing, seeing, or feeling in this place. I rose up and yielded to what I was feeling and totally submitted to it. The feeling in my body was total peace; total peace of pain, total peace of conflict, total peace with this world . . .total peace. And with this total peace, I felt total rest in my heart and soul. My body and mind were numb from God’s peace and presence. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
As I was looking at the same scene of others praising God in this place, I stood up and attempted to testify of what I was feeling and why I was feeling it to God’s people there. As I was trying to convey with tears to the audience, I kept getting interrupted by a song, or a testimony, or someone or something else; some activity. However, I do remember saying, “I have had experiences with God and feeling the things of God in my heart and body a large portion of my life, but I have never felt this before–it is more than this (pointing to everyone praising God). Expecting others to listen to my words and my heart, the people there (one-by-one) went on with singing, testifying, and ignoring me. Each time that I tried to tell what I was feeling, hearing, and seeing, I was interrupted. I shook my head and bowed my head in tears, “God, they don’t want to know more than what they are doing now.”<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I woke up in tears, still feeling the effects in my body and heart. It has taken over a day or so for that feeling to subside. I pray it comes back. I know there are times to rejoice, times to sing songs, times to speak in tongues and praise God. We need it and others need to see, hear, and experience it, especially with each other. Jesus is worthy of all praise from our lips. But I know there is more to God than those things, especially after this dream. His Government is always expanding: His truth, His love, His compassion, His mercy, His knowledge — everything God is is ever expanding. It’s like when you wrote your first book, Spiritual Light<\/em>*, you thought you had fulfilled your main mission that you were created for. If you would have stopped there and been satisfied with that one book, we wouldn’t have the other books and knowledge that God gave you for us (and God’s people). Look at the bank of wealth God has given to you (us) over the years and the additional books that you wrote that are posted now online. <\/p>\n\n\n\n I pray we are not just satisfied with what we have now, which is so very rich and good. Most of God’s people do not enjoy the liberty of The Spirit that we have everyday, but I pray that we continue to seek the increase of God’s government as God mercy gives to us and totally yield our hearts and minds to that. It will always lead us closer to Him. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Love always,<\/p>\n\n\n\n Billy M.<\/p>\n\n\n\n ==========<\/p>\n\n\n\n