{"id":6869,"date":"2016-02-03T01:53:08","date_gmt":"2016-02-03T01:53:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pjhmail.wordpress.com\/?p=6869"},"modified":"2016-02-03T01:53:08","modified_gmt":"2016-02-03T01:53:08","slug":"what-am-i-to-do","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/6869\/what-am-i-to-do\/","title":{"rendered":"What Am I To Do?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">I am a believer.\u00a0 I sought the Baptism of the Holy Ghost for years.\u00a0 Never felt anything and became discouraged.\u00a0 I believe that maybe I am doomed for the things that I have done in wartime. I have begged for forgiveness but it feels like my prayers never ascend beyond the ceiling.\u00a0 I feel hopeless.\u00a0 What else must I do?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">[name withheld]<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">============<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#0000ff;\"><em> Hi J&#8211;.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#0000ff;\"><em> First of all, nothing you did in the past, in war or not, can put a stain on your soul that the blood of Christ cannot cleanse. None of us, as sinners, had that much power, for sure.<\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color:#0000ff;\"><em> Secondly, &#8220;God is not willing that any should perish&#8221;, and He invites &#8220;whosoever will&#8221; to come drink of His Spirit.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#0000ff;\"><em>I do not know why different people have such different experiences seeking the holy Ghost. The precious souls here among us have very different testimonies as to receiving the baptism of the Spirit.\u00a0 We know that God is right in all He does, but why He does anything the way He does it is impossible to know unless He reveals it.<\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color:#0000ff;\"><em> Finally, if you attend meetings where people are not free in the Spirit, that will hinder your search for the holy Ghost.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#0000ff;\"><em>You MUST receive Jesus&#8217; baptism of the holy Ghost, with the evidence of speaking in tongues.\u00a0 That is the thing that washes sins away and makes you a member of the body of Christ (1Cor. 12:13).\u00a0 Nobody will see the face\u00a0<span>of Go<\/span>d without it because nobody is born again without it.\u00a0 Make it the top priority if your life &#8211; because, in reality, it is!<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#0000ff;\"><em>Pastor John<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">============<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">Hi Pastor John!<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">I had to take a minute to write after reading &#8220;What am I to do&#8221;?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">My heart just filled with compassion for this person.\u00a0 I was thinking about all the wrong thoughts, feelings, and fears I had seeking the holy ghost.\u00a0 I remember you telling me, &#8220;Even the fact you want the holy ghost is God.\u00a0 Nothing in your flesh can want God.&#8221;\u00a0 Oh, how much relief and joy that brought to me!\u00a0 I pray that Jesus will help with the wrong ideas and the fears this person\u00a0is feeling.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color:#000000;\">Beth<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am a believer.\u00a0 I sought the Baptism of the Holy Ghost for years.\u00a0 Never felt anything and became discouraged.\u00a0 I believe that maybe I am doomed for the things that I have done in wartime. I have begged for forgiveness but it feels like my prayers never ascend beyond the ceiling.\u00a0 I feel hopeless.\u00a0 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6869","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-qa"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6869"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6869"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6869\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6869"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6869"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pastorjohnshouse.com\/mailbag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6869"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}